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The first
For the last few years,I have been wandering in a dim tunnel. I can't find a goal in my life. I sometime lose sight of my own reason of existence. After living in the U.S. for about 3years and half, I realized that the real world is harsher than expected, and I can't muster any motivation to do something, before seeking a goal. Maybe, I'm just escaping by attributing my idleness to the current situation, although there would be a lot of things I should do...
After living with such mentality for over one year, I thought I would be spoiled at this rate, and finally felt like doing something, It is to study English again.
I'm ashamed that my English proficiency is still poor although I stayed in the U.S. for quite a long time. In the U.S., I suffered from language barrier,and wept and got depressed many times. However, the things I obtained there are exciting and keep influencing me to a great degree, so as to compensate for the above-mentioned agony. I knocked a new door, while expecting that I may be able to find some clues by pursuing English.
The people I encountered there are all cheerful and have a good deal of knowledge and experience. It is very enjoyable to talk with them about various topics ranging from current events to complaints, and they sometimes invigorate me. It has been a long time since I chatted and laughed with someone so enjoyably. Thanks to them,it seems that what I want to do became clearer. They motivated me to produce this blog. I really appreciate them.
For your reference,"Rockville Pike" used in the title of this blog is the name of a road in Maryland, where I lived before. This road leads to my favorite "COSTCO" in the north direction,and to Washington D.C. in the south direction. Namely, this road leads me to my favorite places. I would like to proceed on this Rockville Pike, while appreciating all people I have encounterd so far, and seek the key to get out of the vacuous tunnel.



